“Froggy lived in a pond.His favorite spot was on a lily pad.From his lily pad, Froggy could see the whole world.”
13 April 2010
Wesley Chapel Art Show
22 March 2010
Every Song
It seems that the past few years have been hard on many people, not just here at home, but around the world. With the conflicts/wars going on in the Middle East, Mother Nature's terrible fury, and the state of the economic world, fear and worry are the mainstay of our lives. When I first moved to Florida in 2006, I was not afraid of not having a job for any long period of time. I actually found a decent job right away. That one lasted about 3 months and then I was let go, for no apparent reason and was told I did nothing wrong. (This state is an "at-will" employment state which means that you can be fired for smiling at someone.) I was out of work for a couple of months before I decided to get back in the collections game. Well, I couldn't stomach that type of work and the company I worked for, ever so briefly, so I quit. Then I got hired on at one of the career colleges in Tampa. It was a great job! I loved interacting with the students and many of them (if not most) really enjoyed stopping by my desk to say "Hello". This job was rewarding in so many ways and I really don't know what happened, but one day I was called into the Campus Director's office and my immediate supervisor proceeded to fire me. Again, to no fault of my own, so I was told. That was July, 2008! Since then, I have had fears and worries about my financial situation, especially since I was the sole provider for me and my dad for 2008 after his heart attack. Fortunately, I am still receiving unemployment, but I don't count on it cause one never knows...and my father is on SSDI since he can no longer work (he was in construction for over 30 years).
I don't expect to have a full-time job until I am through school. My options will be more open at that point as I would like to get into the education field somehow. Either teaching at a public school or college-level teaching. I have also thought about trying to get into a research or assistant's position with a local history professor. Other options include starting my own business as a photographer or with my sister in the floral industry. One of the decisions I have to make is where to look. Do I stay close to home or "cast a wider net"? I am considering the latter as it will open up more doors for me in the education field. I would consider relocating for the right job/salary, but not further north than VA, and keeping along the southeastern coast area.
Well, those are my thoughts for now. I began this post with a poem fitting to my mood. I love music and there are certain songs that I hear that just bring out all of my worries. And there are still others that remind me of a better time in my life, when I was gainfully employed with no fear of being fired. A life that was shared with a special someone (who I still hold dear to my heart). I don't sit and cry over my life because I have no regrets on my decisions. I have been worried about certain aspects of my life and have fears of never finding a good job allowing me to FINALLY live on my own again. I worry that my dad's health will worsen and I will be forced to stay with him (he is a heart patient after having a quad bypass in Feb 2008). But most of all, I worry about being alone and "closed in" the rest of my life. 19 March 2010
Searching for love
Searching for love
He's out there
In the night sky
Searching for the place
That place
Where his love can be shared
He's out there
Among the stars
Mingling
To find the perfect one
To find his only one
He's out there
In the trees
Brushing
With the leaves
As his search continues for love
He's out there
Trying to find
Peace
With his neighbors, to end
All the hate and sadness he sees
April 7, 1991
17 October 2009
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2009 November PAD Chapbook Challenge
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27 April 2009
Poetry Challenge - Days 17-27
All I want is ….
All I want is to be free
Free from the pain I feel
All I want is to love again
To allow my heart to be open
All I want is a home
A home to call my own
All I want is you
Forever by my side.
Heaven and Earth
There is a magic in the air
As I gaze up at the sky
And watch the twinkling of light
Pour out of the night
As the light shines down through
The atmosphere to me
I imagine the color
That the twinkling star could be
The layers of gas surrounding the earth
Can’t capture the true beauty
Of the stars high above
And their true light shining down.
Burial
There is a fire
Buried in the pit
Of my stomach
Each time I hear your name.
There is rage
Deep in my soul
Whenever I see
A picture of you.
There is an emotion
I just cannot described
Watching the dirt
At the burial of you.
Rebirth
Walking on the hot coals
No pain is felt
Only a love so pure
And so true
Walking on the hot coals
Complete awareness abounds
All sins are swept away
And life is here to stay
Walking on the hot coals
The old life is gone
And a new life is born
As if dead skin was torn.
Froggy Frog
Froggy Frog is here
Sitting on his lily pad;
Where is Slimey Snail?
You’re Fired!
You’re fired!
That’s all that was heard.
Ringing in the hallways
And rooms far away.
You’re fired!
There’s no reason why.
Just has to be changes
And you no longer fit.
You’re fired!
Say goodbye to your friends.
Don’t look back as you go.
Don’t leave stuff behind.
Regret, or the Lack of…
Regret is such a silly word
The choices we made are our own
We should learn as we go
To have a regret is a waste of time
Learn to live each day full
Learn to have no regrets
Regret is such a silly word
There’s no shame in our mistakes
We should keep our head high
And walk with shoulders so strong
And not waste a single moment
Wondering “What if?” or even “Why?”
Regret is such a silly word
When someone asks “What would you change?”
Simply smile at them and say
You have no regrets
The future is too full
To look at the past
Journey
I woke up this morning and looked outside
The sun was smiling with no clouds in sight
The thought of the hills and valleys ahead
Made me run straight for the car.
The road looked so inviting and long
I didn’t know where I was going
All I knew is I had to go…and fast!
As if time were running short.
The journey took me to new places
From desert to plains, from mountains to seas
I saw more of the country than I ever dreamed
And even spent some time on the sea.
As the day became night and the stars appeared
I looked to the heavens to get a glimpse of a plan
But followed my heart instead
Down the long, and ne’er-ending road ahead.
The Wedding
The flowers are in place
The choir is prepared
The dress is all white
The tux is all black
The men are in line
The women not far behind
The rings are resting
On the pillow we share
The music begins
The room stands still
The doors swing open
As the bride steps down the aisle.
You Told Me You Love Me
You told me you love me
How could that be wrong
You told me you need me
Why can’t I be strong
You told me it happened
But never again
You told me you’re sorry
You are so such a pain
You told me you love me
Never thought you would lie
You told me forever
I thought I would die
Don’t tell me you love me
Don’t tell me you need me
Don’t tell me you’re sorry
When you never mean it anyway.
Longing
My heart and soul is open
To the idea of romance
To the idea of love
My heart and soul is open
To the idea of forever
To the idea of you
My heart and soul is open
With a longing so dear
With a longing I fear
16 April 2009
Poetry Challenge Days 14-16
Today, we were challenged to write a Love or Anti-Love poem. I tried to combine the two:
Love Sucks
Love sucks
Like a sour lemon
The initial taste is sweet
But it soon turns bitter.
Love bites
Like a horny mosquito
Looking for sweet nectar
Instead drawing blood.
Love breathes
Like wind through the trees
Softly at first
Then harsh like a storm.
Love lives
In my heart and my soul
For my family and friends
For the departed souls.
Day 15
For this poem, we were challenged to take a famous poem and rewrite it as our own. Much acknowledgement goes to Mr. William Shakespeare for his beautiful sonnets and especially for the one which inspire my rewrite: Shall I Compare Thee to a Summer's Day? - Sonnet XVIII
Shall I Compare Thee to a Winter’s Night?
Shall I compare thee to a winter’s night?
You aren’t more lovely than new fallen snow:
Cold temperatures do chill the morning air of December,
And winter’s lease is much, much too long:
Always too cold as the sun shines down,
And often is her white reflection bright;
And all the beauty from beauties drown,
By luck or nature’s unchanging course
But your everlasting winter will not fade
Nor keep possession of what you want;
But Life shall speak your wonder in her
When in everlasting time moves on:
For as long as we breathe and see.
This winter lives on and brings death to we.
Day 16
Periwinkle Blue
Periwinkle blue
It sounds like a star in the sky
Periwinkle blue
Almost rhymes with Bullwinkle Moose.
Periwinkle blue
Is the color on my walls
Periwinkle blue
Is the color that I love.
Periwinkle blue
What a treasure to find
Periwinkle blue
What a color to see.
Periwinkle blue
Is always in my dreams
Periwinkle blue
Is the first thing I see.
13 April 2009
Poetry Challenge - Day 13
Hobbies
There are so many to choose from
I can’t pick just one!
It started with photography
Taking pictures that I love
My travels and family
My friends and pets.
Then came the writing
That I grew fond of
The poems, the stories
The secrets they hold.
I started to scrapbook
A few years ago
A way to organize
Those pictures I took.
Now it is cross-stitch
There’s so much to do
The patterns, the fabrics
The floss, and the rest.
Hobbies, more hobbies
There are so many to choose!
12 April 2009
Poetry Challenge Day 12

So we decided to join the Navy
So we decided to join the Navy
Our parents could not have been more proud
We thought we knew what we were getting into
Boy, we could not have been more wrong!
We went to the local recruiter
To decide the job we would do
We wanted to be a jet pilot
But we couldn’t get it approved.
So we decided to join the Navy
As generations have done so before

We were learning the basics in boot camp
While getting in shape as well!
We went to our first duty station
A ship so grey and so large
We trained to be a mechanic
To keep that big boat afloat.
So we decided to join the Navy
To wear our dress blues, rewarding
We held our heads up high;
So proud.
Poetry Challenge 2009
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Kid
Baby
Child
Infant
Tot
Bother
Dupe
Jest
Mock
Even a baby goat!
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From the Outside Looking In
Looking through the glass
An abundance appears
Hot and cold, sour and sweet
An array of trays and aromas abound.
Looking through the glass
A vision appears
Swirling ball gowns and tails
They dance with glee and blissful sounds.
Looking through the glass
Tears begin to fall
As she stands in the cold
From the outside looking in.
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The Problem With ______
The problem with life
It is cyclical in nature
The problem with love
It really never lasts
The problem with rain
Can we ever have enough
The problem with this poem
It just makes no sense.
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Mrs. Beasley
Some might think she’s a doll
In reality, she’s a cat
Yet a doll just the same.
I went to adopt a new kitten
When I lost my dear old friend
(I had her for 17 years)
I had my heart set on another
But she chose us instead.
When the kennel was opened
She leaped out with a bound
I watched in amazement
With the bond that she found.
Mrs. Beasley is now
Just shy of a year
She’s fun and she’s playful
And has filled a void right here.
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The Old Man
He sat proudly on top of the mountain
Watching all of the action below
His face is worn from the years
Of exposure to the elements
The sun, the rain, the snow.
A day came along
When he grew weary
From the years he spent there
And the Old Man of the Mountain
Slid silently from his perch atop
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The Tooth ~ A Haiku
Born with only gums
We grow into our teeth
And then we lose one.
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Mud Pies
Excitement grows as the rain falls
Anxious to get out and play
Anticipation for the mud that forms
Dreaming of the pies that can be made
Momma let’s her go outside
With a stearn warning to keep away
From the mud puddles in the yard
Knowing that she will play there anyway
An hour goes by, then two
And momma calls her little girl in
She walks into the foyer
Covered from head to toe
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Morning Routine
Wake up in the morning
Brush your teeth and hair
Pick out your clothes for the day
Eat breakfast on the run
Get to the office in a hurry
Push through until lunch
Back to the grind in an hour
Then leave for home at five
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She had a beautiful smile
Could lighten any room
Her laugh was contagious
Made everyone laugh as well
Her love was empowering
Enough to cause a swell
She took amazing pictures
Of people, of animals, of bugs
She gave of herself generously
Until the day she was gone.
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T.G.I.F.
What a cliché
Thank God it’s Friday
As if it were no ordinary day.
The work week has ended
And it’s to the bars we go
To drink away our sorrows
From the previous days.
What a cliché
Thank God it’s Friday
As if it were no ordinary day.
The weekend is upon us
The parties are planned
Which one should I go to
Do I even give a damn!
What a cliché
Thank God it’s Friday
It’s no special day.
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The Licorice Stick
Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
That’s the first thing I remember
About my licorice stick
The first time I played a tune
Long, sleek and black
And a sound that tastes so sweet
High melodious sounds
Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
The second scale I learned
As my fingers slid over
The shiny silver keys
Benny Goodman once stated
“That’s my favorite licorice stick”
Although one might think of candy
My favorite licorice stick is a clarinet
Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
Now I think I’m ready
To make my licorice stick sing
And fill the room with song.


